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Sigh..
i know tak baik mengeluh, esp di bulan yang mulia and penuh berkat ni..
but i really am miserable.. cuz i miss abah a lot.. A LOT..
every year.. i can't wait to come home to abah.. we talk, we laugh, we accompany each other.. n yes.. i do sleep with him every time i gt back, at least one night together.. abah is my life.. he is da best dad in the whole entire world, he is a great friend, he is my whole world.. there's no one cud replace him in my heart..
n not being with him this special month of ramadhan, and of course for raya, i dunno if i'm goin to be strong enuf to face this.. God, pls gimme the strength to face the world without abah.. and tempatkan abah di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.. he is a good person, a good husband and especially the best dad dat anyone cud ask for..
dayyyumm.. i must have gt carried away by one of Dr Ramzah's blog post.. or izzit just my inner part of me waiting for the time to explode for hiding this tears for months..
*sigh again..
Ramadhan without Abah
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hmm...i cudnt bring myself to say i undrstnd ur feeling..neither i wish ito say evrythg will be fine...but among all, hang in there will yah..Allah xkn bg ujian pd hambaNya slagi dier xmampu utk mmikul...all i cud say is..if ur father is here, he wudnt wanna c his kiddo, beloved kiddo, craving at his loss.he wantd to be sure u wil b alright...so, live a life ur abah will luv to c yah in...di bln ramadhan ni la tmpt utk mcari diri n kkuatan...hope u'l b strong...amin..
thanx dear..
million thanx... i'm just glad i am surrounded with people who understand and be there for me although the world seems to drag me down.. just to know dat my family n beloved friends are there for me, i'm blessed enuf.. n i'm very much sure dat abah is there for me too, watching over me.. :)
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